There's not a high enough option for me. I've had really bad luck with therapists. I've been through 11 of them to get to the one I have now. My first T messed me up so badly that I ended up having to find another T to undo the damage. My second T was good, but quit just when we were starting to really get into past trauma because she was expecting a baby. She referred me to a third T who I saw for a year until SHE left to have a baby. I then bounced around to 7 different therapists who either consistently didn't show up for appointments, told me my past abuse was my fault because I "drew" the negative experiences to myself, or told me I was "fine" or they couldn't help me. I'd had it by the 10th one...that was it...I was done trying to find someone who could help. Someone encouraged me to try this one more T. I did only because her work intrigued me and I instantly felt safe with her and that had never happened before. I'm so glad I did. She has helped me in ways I never thought possible. I am actually getting somewhere in therapy and my life is so much better. I'm glad I didn't give up the search!
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