I had made a trip up north to visit my kids and my daughterinlaw got mad at me over something I said. She bascially said I was trying to say I had a worse childhood than hers. Anyway we settled it and I cAME HOME WE fRIDAY i WAs worrieds aboutit and did something I should not have. I had 2 beers and a small bottle of wine. My daughter called me during this time and I don't remember what I said to her. She would have been very upset if she knew I was drinking. But I don't know if she does since I can not remember. I am afraid to call her in case she is mad. All I do is worry about this and it is mAKING MY DEPRESSION WORSE. wHAT CAN i DO