I have 4 kids. I am small framed. Always have been. I also have bipolar along with a fear of food I will call it. I was always known as the small one. I feel so gross if I gain a pound!!! I don't own a scale, but when I see one hop right on. I think I gained a couple pounds this weekend and its really making me angry. I just want to be thinner, just a couple pounds. why am I so obsessed with this? Seriously, why?