I'm new here so ill provide some background information
I'm a 17 year old female who started failing in school because i wasnt able to attend due to crying everyday and such. About 6 months ago i was put on 10 mg of Cipralex/Lexapro for major depression and social anxiety, which helped the depression but not the anxiety so about two months after i was moved up to 15 mg. So for the past three months i was feeling great and i was excited to go out to parties with my boyfriend and wasnt scared to walk onto a bus and was able to talk to people with little troubles. but for the past month ive been very negative worrying about who i'm gonna invite for my birthday feeling like i have no friends and that it will be boring, ive been mad at my mom and because of the anti anxiety meds i havent been scared to yell at her and make me feel terrible for doing so. everything my boyfriend has been doing and saying has annoyed me and ill stay in bed all day at his house if were hanging out and when we do go out there isnt any conversation at all. i'm scared that me feeling boring and shy lately is changing my opinion of me and my boyfriends strong relationship and i dont want him to realize ive been acting weird again and give up on me. my therapist left for vacation two weeks ago and i wasnt concerned before but now im feeling worse nd shes gone till august 14th and i dont know what to do i dont want to go back to the way i was.