I'm not crazy about being dependent on meds to function, which is the case for me... I've become pretty dysfunctional when i was off all medication. But it just makes me feel flawed that I have to take it everyday. I just don't like the idea of taking a pill. I kind of just "accepted" it... like i'm a 'mental patient' for lack of better words. Sometimes i dont know which is worse my anxiety/ocd or depression.. ocd can get pretty out of control.. so can anxiety.. etc. I know i can't function without my anxiety med... but the depression med, i'm not so sure... which kind of bugs me. I think also the thing that bugs me is i dont even really live that 'stressful' of life besides my mental issues, so i cant even imagine how bad i'd be if i had an extremely stressful life on top of everything
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