you're not on medicine?how long have you been sick.you need you're medicine.why don't you talk to you're parents about going to group therapy.ask them is there someone who could get you hooked up with group therapy.like a doctor.they came and pick you up.and you have group twice sncks twice and you have break twice.the breaks are for you to get to know others like you.you socialize with them.oh yeah they have lunch too.they made me more aware in two months time.spectrum did.and i been goibg there for 5 months.you do see a doctor every month.right away when you first go.they help you become more independent. they give you goals to work on like cleaning you room,anger management,whatever you want top work on.understanding you're illness can be one of you're goals.working towards getting better can be one of you're goals.you have three months to accomplish them if not accomplish you continue it if you want.it's really agreat program.you get home visits too.good luck.