This is exactly how I feel about porn.
It's like you're a drug, it's like you're a demon i can't face down, it's like i'm stuck, it's like i'm running from you all the time and i know i let you have all the power it's like the only company i seek is misery all around. it's like you're a leech, sucking the life from me, it's like i can't breathe, without you inside of me. and i know i let you have all the power and i realize i'm never going to quit you over time.--kelly clarkson.