I know how you feel. I have a feeling these thoughts are silly (well, I know they are), but I keep thinking I'd love to travel, move to another country, and even sign up to live on another planet!

But then I think, could I get my meds in those places? And I feel sad that I couldn't live on another world because I wouldn't have access to all my meds for a long enough time, and I wouldn't even be accepted into such an adventure because of my problems.

On the other hand, I am grateful the meds do exist and I have access to them where I am.