I feel as though I am not a person of my own, that I am a robot that keeps thinking about what other people think of it and is afraid of having opinions.
I keep mewling about all sorts of things- always the same issues- what other people think of me and what I can do to ply myself to the wants and needs of other people.
I have an abysmal level of self-esteem- somehow I keep demeaning myself so that I have someone to talk to and thus have serious abandonment issues.
Is it really worth it? Should I be a slave of other people's opinions?
It's a dog-eat-dog world out there and I am no eater material, all I can do is avoid being an eatee.
I would appreciate your input on the matter...come to think of it, to hell with your opinion! :P