You feel the need to go out and spend time with good people, but there arent any in your life right now, thats why you get the conflict in your mind. it does get lonely being inside your home for a long space of time, and sometimes our own company isnt even enough.

you are a friendly person sammi, and you naturally steer towards friendship, and i think you long for a good proper friendship. which you lack because there is nobody who sees you for what you really are, a great person. you deserve alot, and people just dont see it.

maybe it would help if you went for a little walk around your area, just to get some fresh air and a little change in seeing the same 4 walls. or perhaps you could go to the local shop and buy a chocolate bar, then eat it on the way home, whilst you take your time getting there. i know these sound daft ideas, but they have been tried and tested by yours truly, so i know they can work.

im sorry you feel that way, i know it all too well. but you are a good person who deserves fantastic friends, its just a shame they are few and far between in your area.

take care

simon