(((Sammi)))

I'm sorry you are feeling so trapped right now .. and trust me when i say that i know that feeling all too well.. From what i gather about you, you seem like a very caring and genuine person who deserves so much better. I know that right now you don't much feel like socializing, but is there anyone in your life that you feel comfortable enough talking to? Sometimes just having someone in the room - even if they dont say anything - can make things better ... just by getting some stuff out there.
Do you have any hobbies that you could do to make you feel better? Sometimes even just silence can make things seem like they are closin in faster ... put on some of your favourite music and do something you enjoy.
Or maybe, just maybe you need this alone time. I know it sucks feeling alone, trust me i do, but maybe it will give you time to figure out what you want? Or if your anything like me, it will at least give you a little bit of a rest of trying to put back on that mask and pretend everything is okay.
But however you feel, just know that you are never 100% alone, especially not on here. Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk
take care,
Jacq