Thanks for responding, but I truly don't think that this is where I am falling into. Some of it does have to do with other alters of mine within, but I don't think that it has to do with it all the way. It isn't something that I am making up as I am truly trying with these medications and they are doing the opposite. I've had people telling me that I am doing something that I am not aware of. I know that medications effect people differently. I also know that they effect people with DID a totally different way than others as well. I believe that doctors need to take into account that there is more than me that they are treating. I have alters that will be effected differently than I will with certain medications. It isn't something that is all made up in my mind or is being altered purposeful.