Just needing to say it out loud to the great void of the internet .... cause it hurts and I have no one else to say it to...

I just cancelled all my future appts with my T. We left it that I will call and make an appt when I can afford it again. I didn't tell my T but its not likely to be for a year or more.... I survived for years without a T, I'm sure I can survive without one again...

Well its time to focus on real life now....