I have started going to a new T, have just completed the paperwork but tomorrow we start actually talking personal. My old pdoc had me on Wellbutrin xl and I couldnt get an appointment with the new pdoc at this clinic until february so I will run out of meds on Friday. I called the old place like my T said and was told they cant prescribe anything to old me over b/c my chart is now closed. What do i do?

Also, I just got back from a Thanksgiving trip to see family in Florida. While I was there I had my usual ups and downs in mood. Out on our balcony, there was a winding staircase which lead to the rooftop. I would go up there (or even just out on the balcony-7th floor) and often found myself considering jumping off. Why I thought about it....I haven't a clue. I am kind of nervous about starting actual therapy tomorrow but even more worried about him asking me about stuff dealing with si or suicidal tendencies. I have a feeling the best plan of action would be not to share these thoughts.