my main concern is that about a year and a half ago, this is how i starting feeling. i would get depressed more off and on, start with the si again then i would start having thoughts of suicide. i never actually took action with the thoughts..just had a bunch of 'ideas' nonetheless, i si'd at school one day and later that night was being given a sleeping pill in a psych ward. thats when they switched me from zoloft to wellbutrin. i s'pose i am just afraid of what could happen or how he could perceive me. also, with these thoughts i start reading about suicide..i just bought a book called night falls fast-all about it.