I sometimes bang my head for various reasons, and to cause brain damage. I feel the urge to do that now but I hope everyone else on here doesn't do that. I have autism and schizoaffective disorder. So the voices tell me to harm myself everyday and I have a chip in my brain that I want to destroy that receives the voices. I also thought broadcast. The voices tell me to cut as well and the thought is overwhelming right now. I have been sitting in my room crying.