thank you all.

it is always hard to deal with when you realise you have been "played" with. and it just hurts me because i have a lot of love to give someone and i feel my personality is being used, being abused. obviously i cant shut off my heart to anyone, because the heart that fears being hurt is the heart that never loves. there are song lyrics that say that, its from a song called "the rose" from Janis Joplin incase you wondered.

thank you biplol (big sis hehe), sammi, jacq10 and fuzzybear. your kind words are helping me repair my open wounds. im glad you guys are here. thank you.

take care

simon