The last 6 months or so ago have been for nothing, my T doesn't remember me telling him about wanting to have sex with him or feeling like i was going to die without him. Do i just dream all this stuff? The last 6 months have felt a little unreal, but I don't know what's going on. It's like when people say they see you dow the beach but you are sure that you weren't there. If i wasn't already mad I'd swear i was going mad.

He remembered talking about attraction and all that.