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Old Jul 09, 2013, 02:54 AM
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You really need to get to a hospital as soon as possible. Call 911 if necessary. The loss of time worries me. You need to tell a dr. about that. You can't progress much more until you get your body back together. Go now!
As far as your spiritual quest is concerned--- the greatest saints and seers took a long time to find their path and worked a long time to achieve their goal. The spiritual is a lifelong journey that unfolds little by little as you learn to open yourself up to the Positive Spirit. Don't let one experience spoil the most important thing in your life. Maybe you haven't found the path that suits you best. A vedantic sage once said that there are as many spiritual paths as there are people. There are so many beautiful roads to choose from. In the meantime try this. Make a little shrine in a quiet place in your house. Everyday place a little bowl of water, a few flowers or leaves, and maybe light a candle there. Close your eyes and think of the kindest, most loving Being you can imagine. Ask Him/Her?It to guide you to your special spiritual path. Do this everyday. It is so beautiful to do this that it may even be enough right now.
I hope you get better soon