Went to bed last night at 10. For the first time in a long time, as my eyes were crossing from being tired, I actually listened to my body and didn't fight to stay up.

Slept well, woke up aroung 6:30ish - put on the coffee pot and came to share some of my Antonio story. I've needed to do that for so long, and I'm so happy it's beginning for me. I'm not afraid of the story, or the shame it will bring me. I know many will call me a total idiot for not seeing it sooner, but it is what it is and eventually, I have to come clean about it and tell what I believe actually happened.

So, I feel great so far. The house is quiet. People are out mowing their lawns and the sun is shining. It's a good day so far and I do hope it stays that way. Not only for myself, but for all who are here and read these threads.

Happy Day everyone.