I am so up and down. I've been having anxiety over things like the mental health guy, and the tattoo artist - both of whom did finally get back to me this week... but I was having all these feelings since school let out of feeling abandoned by EVERYONE and these two strangers got lumped in the mix - I even was feeling let down when I had trouble contact an optometrist!

I have been going from in a good enough mood to crying about NOTHING at all. It's getting on my nerves.

But the tiredness is getting better, and mostly I just have a stuffy head that feels like a cold. Unsure if it's a cold or side effects from lamictal, so I'm going with cold. I was also a bit wired yesterday when I went out for dinner with a friend - the guy who informed me he was DX'd with antisocial PD. It was an interesting meal, for lack of other words.

And my bathroom ceiling is going to cave in. There's massive water damage from the apartment upstairs. I let the maintence woman know about it ASAP and soemone is to be coming over today... but still. I'm paranoid. I can't really use my washroom right now! What has me PARTICULARLY annoyed is that above me lives a family of 5 in a 1-bedroom apartment. They're soooo loud and they actually THUNDER around up there (no joke. They shake my bedroom light and my cupboards). So... yeah. I'm scared to use my toilet and I am going to use the shower at a friend's apartment today.

And I've got my phone appointment with my EAP today. I'm dreading it because I don't like being on the phone, and my head is stuffy so hearing him is going to be a challenge. And if the workers are here, I'll ahve to leave my own apartment. At least i"ve got keys for a friend's apartment because I'm babysitting it. I suppose I will have to go there.

Augh!