Thanks for all the replies. I am thinking perhaps it would be "risky" for me to ask my T that question. I remember the connected sessions but she will probably think the times that I was NOT so connected were memorable because it would mean I was getting healthier. I know she'd be correct from her point of view, but I don't have to be reminded of that again.

I will probably bring up the question in a different way, or if I do ask, I will be prepared for her response or lack of response. I'll play it by ear. Right now, asking her that doesn't seem very important.