I'm also in your boat. I'm not terminating with my T. I'm on "maintenance," let's call it. I have no standing appointments, and it's been over a month since I've seen her. I did call her this morning, though, after finding out some big, anxiety-provoking news. I decided to see her on Friday. So, I'm going to do that. After that, I'm not sure how long I'll wait. I am starting graduate school to be a T, and this school requires one to see a T while in school. So, I already told her that I want her around for that. I don't want to start all over with someone else, and my T is so fantastic. Anyway, I think you'll do fine. I know that I've internalized my T and the things she had said a lot, and this is helpful. I hope the same for you. I'm not worried because she is there if I need her. I feel like I'm spreading my wings and flying out of the nest...but I can always stop by for a visit here and there....same for you!