That.... I'm sorry that things aren't going very well RB.

I just am a bit dumbfounded that that's your psychiatrist's response to how neglectful your social worker has been! Like.. it's good to know the excuse... but quite frankly, your social worker should have been the one to tell you stuff. And how on earth can it ever be considered ok to neglect people who have a history of suicide???? Like.. I can see contacting patients who are consistently stable (like, I'd count in that really) and letting them know that changes are being made and right now their time needs to be saved for those with a higher need.... and then focusing on people in situations like yours - where you want and need the assistance!!! Like... they SHOULD understand how much of a temptation it is to go "eff this!" and storm off. You're trying SO HARD to make things work in your life... and they're making it worse when they're supposed to be making it easier!! I'm sorry that you are stuck in such a crap situation.