Checked in with my counsellor today, which was nice. We were supposed to do a memory assessment but the test is missing a section, so we had to leave it for another day. Talked a bit about how I was doing and all, my mood being more stable... he said the borderline disappeared; exactly what I thought. All those borderline traits my psychiatrist saw in me... where are they now? I told him.... Anyway, I mentioned how I get the thought sometimes of stopping my meds, and he pretty much point-blank said no. I brought up the reasons I shouldn't and he agreed. It's just a random thought I get in my head, almost like I miss the ups and downs. My mood might be stable, but my life is anything but, and having at least some certainty is something I need... not to mention one less problem to worry about.

Wondering about some of the oldies on this thread... where are y'all? I don't want to say names in case I forget one (like the incredibly embarassing moment earlier when I introduced myself to someone I'd met twice prior... and couldn't remember... I remembered later, though), but big hugs from me to you guys and I hope you'll pass by, if only for a moment. How are you guys doing? Any big changes? One thing I hate about moving is losing contact with people... I don't like it when I lose contact online, either. And then I forget how I met people and what we used to talk about and... argh!