Do you have to see him all 10 days? It may help if you keep it to several hours a day and talk to your t about grounding techniques. Kids are entertained easily and I think I read you're a teacher. Have something like tums if you get heartburn like I do when Im anxious. Most of all focus on the child and being present. My anxiety spiked but I focused on my goal of enjoying myself despite my stomach twisting and being in pain throughout the trip. It helps a lot if you are able to laugh. Also may help to have your boyfriend stay with you the first day.

I can tell you really want this to work out.