I have been having hard times lately and my Bipolar is in full swing right now. I feel really bad because my love one's are getting the short end of the stick(so to speak). I lost my mom, the holidays and my daughter(pre-teen with ADHD).
My boyfriend is alot of support, but I am afraid he will be scared off / won't stick around. He keeps telling me you are wonderful I love you and don't stress. He says "No worries, eh?" it's his way to make me laugh.
I just have so much anxiety right now and I am really depressed. I cry over the little things and I know it's silly it's just me. I'm even crying while I am typing this topic. I just don't want anyone to get annoyed with me and get fed up. I also let little things bother me and I make them big things. He says I need to learn how to relax and breathe. He doesn't stress about anything so I think he really doesn't understand. I hate it. I hate feeling this way. Will it ever get better? I don't want to lose the best thing that has ever happened to me besides my daughter. Can anyone help?