I don't know if I should edit my last post or just add more here. But I really thought I was the only one to think this stuff. I've never known anyone (at least who will admit it) but I'm fascinated reading the posts here, that i'm not alone is a huge thing for me. I'm glad I found this place and you all answered me. I have a thing about feeling invisible a lot too. Other boards I post on (unrelated to depression stuff), I feel like I'm the wierd one that everyone just ignores or tolerates. I don't get answered much, so I assume it's because I'm odd. Or in groups when people are talking, I'll say things that don't get acknowledged and someone will say the same thing later, to great discussion. It's nice not to feel invisible here.