I keep having these grandiose plans, and I keep getting let down. Like when I had a job interview and the job might relocate, I was already thinking about where I would live, etc.
I keep having one of going back to school, but I highly doubt that would go well. I am so stressed out at work all the time, and I'm just doing light accounting and clerical crap. Like I could handle a real demanding job...
I keep telling myself I want to be a CFO, so I have to get my MBA. Then I just don't know.
They always seem like great plans at the time.
I guess this is part of my black & white thinking, it's all or nothing. I'm not sure how to fix it and stop fixating on them.
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