Feeling mixed emotions about seeing T tomorrow.. Didn't have a session last week b/c he was gone. Well, in that week.. H and I had a major falling out and I really want to talk about my response to that, we had a heavy mc session in response to the falling out yesterday and I want to talk about that. And- we are supposed to finalize details as far as going to the site of the rape. Well, add in there.. I visited T's instagram website (totally public) found it through a friend's link really, and I accidently liked a picture he posted. Unliked it really fast and freaked and deleted my account. I don't know if he gets notifications of people like his pictures, I know many people don't have those notifications on, or if I liked and unliked it so fast that he didn't get one. Either way- I am freaking the heck out. There are so many important things to talk about and I am scared the he found out that I was on his page. And if he will be mad or upset/ and how embarrassed I will be if he brings it up!
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