hmm maybe it is the status thing. I really want a masters degree, so I guess that might just be making me feel inferior. It also kind of takes a shot at my ego. I mean, I'm not athletic, not extroverted, not smooth, so really intellect is really what I have to go off of, and just still being in college compared to her is making me feel inferior. I feel like she shouldn't even be wasting her time with me, even though I KNOW I am intelligent and that if she got to know me she would really like me. Like that I know, I'm pretty likeable. So I'm just hoping she doesn't see me as inferior.
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