well, ive never really been close to my parents. i think that they just dont want anything to do with my life, and it makes me angry, because i wished that i had more loving parents. that would be there for me and actually want to see me. i have tried to reach out to my brother but he does not want to talk to me. and my parents, well they just dont want anything to do with my life. i see other people with loving parents that are supportive and always there for them, and it makes me sad because i never had that. my parents have never been there for me for emotional support. i think its useless to contact my parents because they dont want anything to do with me. they have told me that i embarrass them. i dont really have any other family. or close friends, only acquaintances and if i start to say things that are too personal then it scares them off, it has happened before, where i tried to tell some "friends" what i was going through, and they just stopped talking to me.