Basically i just wanted to try and write down my 'problems' I'm not sure if this is the right place to do it...I'm not sure of anything.
Depression, anxiety and panic attacks. My personality stripped of these things is that of a very bouncy happy fairy hippy type, I appreciate everything in my life, in the whole universe and take nothing for granted. I have a wonderful partner and two great teenage girls, 2 mad dogs and enough money to ensure we are all fed and clothed.
So why is it I am almost constantly on a downward spiral...I may have a few good days but even then my brain is at war trying to keep the bad thoughts out. I worry you see...about everything all the time...I have an overwhelming feeling of inadequacy. I took Prozac for several years...which eradicated my libido which led to the demise of my relationship...due to me being selfish.
I was told I had pmdd ..sounds innocuous enough but it's really quite crap. But the anxiety is daily and constant and no one gets it. I want to know if the hell I suffered when I was younger is anything to do with it or if I'm just wired this way....I realise I'm rambling without saying all that much, which I was worried about. oh well...maybe 1 person will read this...
Also, is have an avatar but I'm on my phone and have no idea how to do it!

From the depths of the void
Angel x

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