i see a lot of girls in every day life that reminds me of the girlfriends of the guys that i "love", for example, a girl with dark straight hair, or a blonde girl with dark eyebrows, which fits with a lot of people (not most people.. but still maybe i see someone like this once every day or every other day that really remind me about the girl). there are a lot of girls that are naturally beautiful, that remind me of the girl (who is also naturally beautiful), and i am not and it makes me very depressed.

im in my late 20's

i know about that girl that you linked to.


even if someone finds a feature about me cute or quirky, i am bothered, because he will find the other girl more attractive to me. i think that its impossible that someone will actually find me attractive but not the other girl, and i think if someone thought that, that there would be something wrong with him, and i dont even know if i would like someone who does NOT find the other blonde girl attractive because i will think that there is something wrong with him