He gets mad at me when the baby wakes him up in the middle of the night and i cant even remember the last time he changed a diaper. Honestly, I cant even let him hold the baby because he will start screaming and my husband has no clue on how to calm him down. I'v e been waiting to see even how long it will take for my husband to take out the trash or realize the dishes need to be done...the trash can is overflowing and the kitchen is a disaster yet he still just comes home and sits on him phone until he shuts his eyes, then when he wakes up he doesnt roll over and kiss his son or me he checks his phone...he thinks i'm so oblivious and i flip out for no reason. What scares me the most is that his father is the same way, i'm not even thinking about my future anymore, its all about my sons future, i grew up in a broken home and it ruined my childhood, i dont want him to have to go threw what i went through...i especially dont want my husband to influence him into thinking his behavior is ok. I just cant find strength to leave him. There is still so much love and it maybe be because i'm not working still and he brings security but theres nowhere else for me and my son to really go. I am so lost, i am setting up counseling appts today and they some to our house so he has no excuse for any inconvienience