Lillyleaf, my heart goes out to you! As a writer and artist, I understand your concern about losing your creativity in a fog of medication. I have been on Lamictal for a number of years, and it works great for me. I would recommend talking to your pdoc about decreasing the dosage and seeing what happens. My cousin needed Abilify with her Lamictal (we're a bipolar family!) and she is on a very small dose of each. Keep working it until you find what's right for you. I know it can be discouraging, feeling like Alice in Wonderland, one med making you feel one way, another something else. When you find the right meds, though, it's worth it! Hang in there, hon - you're on the journey, which sometimes beginning the journey is the largest hurdle!

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