I am diagnosed with rapid cycling bipolar. Was doing well. There's been so much change in my life lately the symptoms of anger, irritability, sadness, unpredictability and on are coming out. I am a mother to 4 kids. 19, 16,14 and 8. My oldest 3 kids father is about useless and my youngest who is attached to the hip of his Dad has cancer. I'm so overwhelmed. Drive here, do this, be here. No money. I'm having a fit and its so hard not to scream and just walk away!! I have a wonderful boyfriend, but at times like this I wander to an old one and screw up my life worse. I am trying not to but its sooooo hard. Help. Some words of wisdom are needed.