Thanks! I finally decided that it was time to get help. My parents agree. I'm twenty five year old. Have always been self sufficient, full time good job and in school and live by myself. I've been under the are of my parents for two months now (still maintaining job and house) but they can see a difference in my mental health. I'm definitely agreeing with this diagnosis because one day ill be fine and ill snap into super depression and paranoid thoughts and just snap right back out. I really like my two doctors I saw on Monday and felt comfortable with them and luckily I live in town where university of Virginia is so I trust the medical staff there.