I have a problem with accepting my girlfriend's past. I love this girl so much. We been through a lot. I'm a big guy but i can get easily sensitive and jealous inside. I knew this girl for 7 years. We went out for not too long. We separated paths and did our own individual things. We went through a long repeated cycle from being friends to couples to strangers. We finally reunited and our relationship has grew because we matured as human beings. Her ex boyfriend came into the picture. I have so much hatred towards that guy. To know that my girlfriend has a sexual and a bit abusive past haunts me. It gives me anxiety. I don't know what to do. I want to confess how i feel but i'm extremely scared. I might just cry. I always have concerns and worries. I always find myself hurting myself by just thinking about and going through her stuff. How can i help myself? What should i do? I hate this feeling. I never ever pictured myself in this position. I'm always assuming she's cheating on me. Did she have sexual intercourse with other men? I don't know and i hope not. All these questions come to my mind. This girl means the world to me but i haven't been myself because of her past. It gives me much anxiety. Can someone help me?