I have been trying to sort through paperwork and get ready for trial next week. I cant believe that there has to be a trial for my stupid divorce! Oh well.

Been doing some part time work in an office and feeling like such an idiot. For 20 years I have basically done the same sort of work and I am feeling pretty out of sorts attempting to do something new. Plus I don't know if it is stress/depression/ptsd/etc or old age but I have no idea where my brain went. My T and I discussed it a few weeks ago and he said that my issues can cause what is essentially dementia and that I may or may not at some point get my brain back. Very disheartening discussion as the only thing that I really ever felt confident about was my brain- I could learn, remember, understand things so quickly and easily and now I feel like I am in a fog all the time. Anyway, it is what it is and at least I am doing something and they are talking about having me continue to work part time indefinitely rather than just for this month. So they must not be too displeased with my performance.