I actually don't currently have any anti anxiety meds right now. Both my GP and my pdoc have both offered them and I really don't know why I keep turning them down. Maybe I'm just too stubborn for my own good I guess. I always think that I don't really need it and then something happens where I would literally murder someone for something like a xanax or an ativan.

I've always been an extreme worrier. My husband likes to tell me to "stop worrying about things you can't change"... oh if only it were that easy!!