Well... it does seem that you have something highly unusual, possibly BDD, since your level of dissatisfaction with your looks is... well... intense.
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Originally Posted by rise__above
Things I don't like
1. Chest
2. Face shape
3. Lips
4. Nose
5. Hair
6. Smile
7.Voice
8. Legs
9. Skin
10. Chin
Things I Like
1. Eyes
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So OK, let us try being more or less objective, and, let us try to get into a problem-solving mode.
What do you dislike about your skin? hair? smile? I am listing those because they can be changed. Acne can be treated, hair can be made into a different cut/do, and dental work can improve the smile.
What seems to be the most worrisome thing is that you hate your voice. This is not even BDD - this is something else. The voice is one of the most enduring and robust characteristics of a human; it does not change as nearly as much as looks do with age. What exactly do you dislike about your voice - that it is not musical? Or, you just dislike the sound of your spoken speech in general?
Hating one's voice signals such a tremendously deep internal conflict that you must be in therapy and the therapist should know that you hate your voice.