(((((((((((((((((((((((((Biplol))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

It does sound like you disassociated from that time and place. It also sounds like you are doing much better and I am so happy about that.
I have short term memory loss and it is such a pain. Mine is from no oxygent to the brain for too long of a period, though. I get so upset over things that I swear did not happen but everyone says did. I just can't remember it.
Keep up the good work!!
Linda