I can't believe this thread has come back. I just re-read what I wrote then and so much has changed. That post and a few others like it were a turning point for me. Today that man is 8 weeks shy of being my ex-husband. I'm done with that chapter in my life. I may not have a new chapter, or even a new book yet, but this time with my T has been so incredible that I am unrecognizable (in a good way).

And ironically, I just discussed the frustrations that come from a high dose of anti-depressants with my pdoc. He matter-of-factly said, just take a medication holiday the night before you want to orgasm, and since I didn't have a partner anyway, I didnt have to be spontaneous. Eek. Way to cut to the chase doc!

Big hugs to all and I hope everyone is seeing at least some positive changes.