I'm guessing that some of those things you are in T for already are some of the things that are underneath & surrounding your ED in the first place....know it was the case for me.
Hard to move on until the foundation of WHY the ED in the first place is solved & then coming to the place of what kind of control are you really willing to put on your eating?
For me even without Anorexia, I always had disordered eating...it wasn't until bad depression & then again when I was living through a trauma that the actual Anorexia took over & that was because all my life, I always lost weight when I was stressed in the first place....so it was just natural that a long term situation that normally would have caused weight loss ended up causing Anorexia.....not until I've been able to process the things that bother me in my life that triggered the anorexia have I been able to "move on".
Not easy & not uncomplicated IMO.
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