Biiv

I'm sorry you are feeling like this.

I don't think she dislikes you at all. I think she wants to help you and support you. She is trying to answer the question, too, about where you want to 'go'. Perhaps she wanted to know if you want to stop throwing up and if you want to learn to eat better. If so, it would be several goals to get started on. Then, you would work on those goals and see how it goes and she would help you with difficulties that come up about them.

Goals don't have to be huge. A goal can be to learn to talk more in session. to get to know yourself better, to feel more comfortable socially, etc...

Hang in there. I think you are doing fine and your therapist is just getting to know you.. and you her..