Thanks everyone. It is of some comfort. However today, while at work, I heard a lot of employees that I work with talking about me. Telling each other I don't work, stand around, and other things that are not true. Saying I'm dumb because I can't find a job in my field. It really made me mad; I know I do more work than some of those stupid people! I didn't say anything to them, but I will not speak or be as nice to them as I did now that I know the way they feel about me. I thought a few of them where my friends, that is a joke, I have no friends now! They are doing all these bad things to me for some reason, but don't know why. Is it me, is what they say true? Or are they just mean, jealous, immature people? It makes me feel like I’m back in school; I always got picked on, mad fun of, and talked about. I hate most people, those that pass judgment and hate someone just because someone is different!