MUE... you are in the middle of working through some big stuff... so I would expect you to be attached... I was very attached to xT during the time I was working through stuff and it was really needed or I wouldn't have worked through the stuff...

seems ashame if you are on a roll with working on the trauma stuff to stop going...it might be worth dipping into savings or working at a gap stop job like substitute teaching or something that would help pay for stuff along with your assignments.