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Old Jul 11, 2013, 03:54 PM
Wham6429 Wham6429 is offline
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Thank you everyone for the comments. I honestly don't feel a though the shots were that good, my best seem to be with subjects as there's more you can do with lighting, composition, poses, makeup etc.

I was really hoping to take my camera on holiday with me in October (dad paid for a holiday for me to try and provide some respite from home) to get some lovely mountain shots but that isn't going to happen now

You know, I really just want to give up. Just let the debts spiral out of control and run away to another country until I run out of money. Yet I find myself trying and trying and I can't stop worrying about whether or not I will get benefit payment (it's notoriously difficult for people with mental illness to be given this benefit due to the medical assessment being mainly physical based).

RB
I too am sorry you have to go through this. I know the feeling. But one thing my T told me is "where ever you go, there you are." Just reminds me no matter how far I want to run my problems will gladly travel with me. Also just think, as much as this sucks... you are resilient, you will bounce back... again!
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