so both me and my therapist have started to realize that the actions my mother makes more pushes me away from change then encouraging me.

she is very obsessed with items in her house and where they are how they are put up.
and she tries to enforce her views onto me as well.

we have always had a dysfunctional relationship, and it needs to be worked on and fixed.

at this point I am dead set on finding a job(s) so I can get an income and get out of this house.

being in my mother's house is breaking my spirit and I am at the point of emotional break down.

just cause there is soo much negativity in this house and just harsh emotions toward pretty much everyone.